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Even with my eyes closed
I can see the Holy Ghost
And I don't even know
Whether or not I believe

And even with my eyes shut tight
I can see the darkest night
But I can’t even feel
Whether or not it’s real

And even if I am
Standing in the light
I can feel the dark
Upon my skin

And I don’t know
If I am gone
Or I am here

Even when you hold me close
I know it won't last for long
'Cause you aren't always there

Oh and even when you talk this nice
I can see the worst of fights brewing in your eyes
Reminding me that not everything's perfect

And I can be the nicest girl
Open up my little world
For everyone to hear
Even though I have the fear

And I don’t know
If I believe
But I know there's something
Something keeping me

Calmness doesn't grace a fool
Tranquility's a skill after all
Of those who've found themselves

And one day we will make it there
Breathe out all that fearful air we take in all our lives
From the moment we're born to the moment we...

I feel a sudden change in words I can't describe
But it's like my world has opened up and I feel alive
The colours are mine again to do with what I like
The sea, the sky, the trees, the birds, the bees


from In My Wildest Dreams EP, released December 31, 2013
Written by: Caitlin Stubbs
Produced by: Frankie Harper

Caitlin Stubbs - Guitar, vocals



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Caitlin Stubbs Brighton, UK

Caitlin Stubbs is a singer/songwriter from the little seaside bubble-town of Brighton. She is inspired by all things truthful, beautiful and human. Caitlin writes songs of humanity and nature for the whole world to hear and identify with.

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